BODOH

Aku marah!Aku marah dengan diri aku sendiri.PADAN MUKA KAU!Sekarang ni kau terima la semua nya akibat perangai kau!Bagus AMALINA..Kau ni tak pernah-pernah serik!!

U screwed your PMR then your SPM..and now your Diploma.What is happening to you!!Dont you want to have a bright future?Siggghhhh..I'm mad with myself for all this bullshit!and all this shit have to STOP!!NOW!!!

Well,thinking of the past nothing could be change,i have to face the consequences of all my idiot action!but what i can do is to take charge of what i want for my future..

I'm gonna change my attitude!No more all this SHIT!!i'm gonna make my Mom&Dad proud!

I feel so embrassed with my college mates..They dont have the life as i have..I have everything!I wanted a car,i got it.I wanted a new handphone,i earn it!but when it comes to study,they are way ahead of me..For that,i know.although i never heard it but i knew some of them would say"Amalina tu anak orang kaya je tapi bodoh/tak pandai pun.Berlagak je lebih"Its true actually..I have everything but i dont have brains..

My mom used to say i'm not stupid,i'm just plain lazy..I promised my mom on the day of my 1st day to college,i would only score 3.5 above for my CGPA & i break my promise..My mom never showed how dissapointed she is but i know she is.and i never cared about her feelings..

Mama..Lin tahu lin selalu buat mama kecewa and i am always the one who wants everything.Things that must have brand,a very good brand.Lin tahu kali ni pun lin dah kecewa kan mama.Lin dah sedar semua nya,ma.I have realised everything,every single thing..After this,i would not make you dissapointed anymore.I'm gonna give you 3.5 above every semester!I promise you that,mama.I promise to give you that starting this new year.i'm not gonna be the old me again..I'm gonna be your daughter that you could be proud of.This is my New Year resolution.

Scoring 3.5 above every semester and be your Good Girl..a really really good one..

2010..

First post for the year 2010..HELLO!!

This year i don't want to make any resolution because it never been achieve..So,this year..no more!
I started my first week of Januari 2010 with my Final Examination..how good to start the week with,right?hehehe!

Also School Re-Open's today and my part time job as baby sitter also began..haaah..i just love my life as how it is now..I don't want to change anything,oh!maybe to be more "RAJIN" so that i could get 4 Flat all the way my Diploma..hahaha!yeah.in my dreams..i've screwed my General Bio paper just now and still thinking of 4 flat..WTH!

alrite that's all for now..i need to study!study!study!! toodles

Hard..

It feels so hard..

When u want to be Daddy's Little Girl and at the same time U want to be The Naughty Girl..

It is hard..

To gain ur parent trust & to be The Bad Girl..

and..

also..to be with friends u know they are the only one's that never ever judge you and yet!You think you don't belong with them..

XOXO

Coach

I feel so sad right now.I want that DAMN WALLET!arrrgghhhh..

ok!on friday,i went to The Garden with my mom to buy movie tickets for yesterday show..

I watched ALvin & The Chipmunks 2 by the way..

SO,after i bought the ticket,we went to Coach Store because Coach was on Clearance Sale.

While my mom was looking around so did i.And i saw this purse..The purse is amazing!

I love the colour,the size and everything about the purse..the price wasnt that expensive either..

but i dont have money..and because it is on SALE.surely,by the time i have the money.its gone! ;(

I knew if i show it to my mom&ask her to buy,she will say "Berapa banyak purse dah kamu ada"..hehehe..

So,i think of another way.i thought of asking my aunty who stayed in Canada,to buy the purse for me.

because there is a bit cheaper.So,i browse through the Coach website and sadly..They dont have it anymore..arghhhhh..

I feel like crying!!actually,i did cried already.I WANT IT SO SO BADLY!!

ergggghhhh..

p/s:can i have the purse for my birthday,mummy?

XOXO

I know you love me.xoxo GossipGirl..

Ahhhh!It has been ermm let see..3 weeks!

i started downloading Gossip Girl series and the result is very frustrating..

within this 3 weeks,manage to finish download season 1 & 2..BUT!It wasnt Complete!!!!

ahhhh.it is frustrating ok!i didnt shut down my laptop for about 1 week and a half ..

because after that,my dad told me a story about a person who didnt shut down his laptop &suddenly his laptop just shut itself and can never be turned on again,His laptop is the same as mine..so yah!i'm afraid the same thing gonna happen.

Anyway..while undergoing downloading Gossip Girl TV series..

I am also starting going to my old habit back which is reading..past years back,i love to read books before i go to bed but now,very very seldom.

But!i'm back again to this reading thing.just because by this way i could collect all Gossip Girl series.. =p

p/s:please blame it on Ed Westwick.he started all this!

See!after all addicted to Gossip Girl is a good thing..haha!yeah right!!

but maybe in this 2 3 weeks,have to put aside this Gossip Girl thinggy..my Final is coming up!

and I need TO PASS!yup.i could only hope for pass..

why?because thats the only thing i would be happy..I dont want to fail or have any Repeat paper.i just dont want!my parents have high hopes for me this time..i really need to maintain my results..*siggh*

Alright!bed time now..

XOXO